enough is enough

I don't have to explain anything.

enough is ENOUGH.

Genius - [not related]

Okay. That's just a random title.

I don't know what to blog about, I was just bored and figured that I'd write something in this thing.

Twenty days without a single entry. I've been busy with work. Things are better. I like how they're going. Or maybe it just seems okay. I don't really know.

I've been bugged by a friend and a few trivial matters lately-- ... Oh well. I'm beginning to not like this friend of mine since... i'm beginning to notice something that I don't like about it. It makes me feel that it only likes me because it's in love with the fact that I __________________________________________ .

I think I need new music. Yeah.

something tells me to keep on smiling and be happy. hahaha.

What If

Today, someone to told me that I should tell someone I love what I feel about them because it's "The Right Time".

How do you exactly know when the right time is? And what if you "assumed" that it was the right time but it actually wasn't and everything got messed up... =__=

I'm confused.

LoL

Jaa.

:)

Everything is going okay. Things are okay. But then, I don't know why I am disturbed by evil what-ifs. I drew a lot of pictures the last few days and I was too lazy to write on this blog. Well, I had a lot to write about but I just wasn't in any mood to write anything.

Well just a summary of what happened last week:

• I applied for a job and got accepted

• I went as [HOBO] Phoenix Wright to a Halloween party for a cause. D: I played the piano for children.

• I kept missing 11:11 and I made a LOT of wishes when I get to 11:11 which was dumb because... I never thought you'd only be allowed one wish.. =_=

• I got bored with my life- so I drew pictures [on Photoshop with a MOUSE D:] it was hard >.<

Ex.

Ooh. And I learnt something new~ Well it should have been learnt a long long time ago. I realized that sometimes you just have to give up on certain things and matters because if you keep on trying and trying and it won't meet your expectations... You'll just end up getting disappointed. It applies to all fields and aspects in life and etc. I guess sometimes you should just restrict yourself from asking too much and expecting too much from what's there. It's the best way to avoid disappointment.

Or you could just simply cease to care...

and I like the idea of.. "simply cease to care". It's something I never did... but I'm tempted to do every time. Maybe I should. It might be the right thing to do... Maybe it was the right thing to do a long long time ago.

Building Castles in The Air ♥

You know?

I don’t seem to get this feeling.

It has been with me for days, weeks, months,

It’s like I’m so happy when I'm with you.

Talking, doing nothing, just sitting there,

Building castles in the air.

I was thinking— “Hey, we might be meant for this”

But—

I was wrong.

I was foolish.

I was dumb.

Dumb— to have thought that I could be

Someone who’d make you happy.

Foolish— to be this elated,

When you were with me.

Wrong— to have thought of something

I barely could accept.

You know?

I began again.

New and fresh.

Hoping for better days, weeks or even months.

I was so happy.

Talking, doing nothing, just sitting there,

Building castles in the air.

I was thinking— “Hey, doing this without you was

Definitely better”

But—

I was wrong.

I was foolish.

I was dumb.

Dumb— to think that trying to forget you

Would help

Foolish— ‘coz I was a fool trying to silence

This heart.

Wrong— to have not told you what I wanted

To…

Now you know,

That I didn’t seem to get that feeling.

It had been with me for days, weeks, months…

A year.

I’m happy for you.

Talking, doing nothing, just sitting there,

Building castles in the air.

A thing in the past.

I was wrong.

I was foolish.

I was dumb.

Dumb— because I hadn’t known what I felt.

Foolish— because I’m still feeling all this shit.

Wrong— because I wanted you, and I didn’t do

Anything for you to be mine.

You know?

I think I’m certain now about

Those days when I was with you,

Talking, doing nothing, just sitting there,

Building castles in the air.

From those moments,

How I wished I were your man.

The one who’d make you happy.

The one you grow old with.

The one to take care of you.

I’d live for you and you alone.

I’d do the laundry, I’d cook and wash the dishes.

I’m never gonna leave you.

You know what? I love you.

iEDIT: this was originally untitled but Katheh gave it a title so i be using it nao <3

"Change" - Obama

Change, I guess and time are the only enemies of man that man can't seem to defeat. Time initiates change and time weakens a lot of stuff. Man has always been at the mercy of time. Each passing minute is a minute lost forever.

These few days I've been noticing some changes around me, IRL and OL, it's all the same. IRL (in real life), things have been kinda bumpy this week. A lot of changes are gonna happen soon~ like a LOT. I'm applying for a job and I hope I get it. That would be so EPIC. I've made my resume and the only thing I lack now is my picture.. LOL. an I.D picture.

Things OL (online) are more messy. Things have changed. I don't understand why these things are happening and it's all.. messed up. dramadramadrama~ People aren't talking to each other. People are hurt. People are gone and Facebook is seriously Effed up~! D: But that's not my point, what I'm trying to say is, what went wrong? Things are kind of falling apart.

In the course of three months, things changed a lot. All of it isn't for the worst though. Some changes were good. Yeah. Good.

Time heals all wounds. It also makes you feel better/numb, it weakens bonds, it makes you forget~ not to mention.. it makes you OLD. Man became so smart that he had to quantify the revolution and the rotation of the earth around the sun.

"Change" That was Obama's line. Change is kinda fickle though. Sometimes for the best and sometimes it's just for the worst.

If I coud be honest, I'd tell you everything~

"Just wanna know you, Just wanna talk to you, I wanna hear about your day~ I'd never leave you, I'd never be mean to you~"

That song is just epic. BTW, it's by Bic Runga. The same singer/composer of the song "Sway". Anyway, I'm not here to talk about anything in particular but just to post a picture I found at XKCD. It's a pretty nice site :3

Here's the pic:

LOL. Yeah, Ain't it cute? :3

And here's the music video of "Something Good" [iEDIT: Well, not really the music video it's her singing live]

Katheh~ This be for you~ :3